Tuesday, January 19, 2010

thoughts on the TRC and reparations

my trip ended "on a hot note" as we say in ceramics: a date, lots of dancing, some disappointing dancers, and then a most interesting seatmate on the 16 hour plane ride home. (oh, yes, and then utterly lascivious ladyslippers in a greenhouse in florida not to mention how hot it is in portland at the moment).. by the time I was getting on the plane, I was well into the groove of a travelling state of mind- it takes me some time to adjust away from the comforts of home- though I was delighted to return to it, I could have been equally delighted to do something like Sam is doing now- a few months exploring ZA and neighboring countries by 4x4. this is the Kiwi staff aboard, a most compelling gentleman. a wanderer, for a time, he's about to top eighty sovereign nations explored- this is his blog, and he said he'd be writing again, but who knows-

I'm going to tackle a tricky subject, for me, with the full awareness that I have only scratched the surface of understanding- racial integration in ZA. This is my central question: given that other nations have been the product of centuries of conquest and division, suffered colonization, civil wars, apartheid and held truth and reconciliation commissions, did South Africa manage to get it more right than their neighbors? I absolutely cannot answer this properly, but I can relay my impressions and conversations. My impression is yes, and on pure instinct, I think the reason why is the particular quality of people like Nelson Mandela and Desmond Tutu. Yes, Mandela started out as a terrorist, and Winnie, his wife for a time, came before the TRC for some horrifying abuses- and it's still a mess out there- but something extremely powerful did happen with the TRC. I read Country of my Skull by Antjie Krog, an award-winning reporter who covered the entirety of the TRC. Interspersed with her accounting of the peoples' stories themselves, she references such ideas as the "culture of shame" found in Japan, and how the defeat of the emperor in WWII is the defeat of a people because individual identity is submissive to identity with the leader. One story that particularly struck me was that of Winnie Mandela- she had no apology before the commission. testimony was heard, she was steadfast in its absurdity. Until Tutu, beacon of leadership that he is, stood at the conclusion and simply begged her to apologize. The TRC had no formal clout, it was an independent, mostly nonpartial body fueled completely by its moral authority. Tutu was, in some eyes, demeaning himself by begging her for an empty apology. But the author argues that it was a brilliant move because she did actually apologize, and though they were empty words, the clan power structure of which she was the leader in many ways collapsed when she, by words if not in sentiment, acquiesced. she was, in some ways, dismantling the identities of her clansmen. one example of subtle but important groundshift.

Krog contends that simply by entering the collected truth into the national consciousness, a kind of peace can be made. An admission of guilt on the part of the perpetrators was in many instances as difficult to give as it was for the victims to forgive. But in other instances, despite conflicting versions of the same story, the inherent imperfections of language, the subtle and strange ways that widely different cultures living in such close proximity interpret an event, and the twists in individual psychological composition, great catharsis was achieved by bringing enemies before each other in a forum of respect. My brief perception of Cape Town culture was of great cultural variety and integration at least in public spaces. As anywhere, people self-segregate- that was also evident. I don't know what the proportion of blacks is in the city- in the country it's 80%. In the city, multicultural is the word- muslim, jew, indian, black, british, afrikaner and trendy white all swirled around each other, night and day, though my perspective is limited to daily "safe" wanderings and downtown clubs at night. I did not stroll through the shantytowns where 25% are HIV-pos.

So what of reparations? Germany gave reparations to the Jewish people- Israel was in large measure, created out of the German coffer. (is it gauche to point at Israel's systematic apartheid against Palestine?) In South Africa, there have been no reparations- there was no governing body that organized it, and no money anyway. (there is, intriguingly, a suit in US court currently that would bring international corporations to task for their role in SA apartheid then, with the aim of reparations). In the excellent company of our learned family friends, I heard a joke that clarified one perspective. Tutu was unfortunately misunderstood in a q&a session after a speech he made here in the states. the question was about the gravy train. Wikipedia says the gravy train is a british rock band but originally the gravy train was the train that the parliamentarians travelled on inbetween their summer and winter government houses in Cape Town and Pretoria. Gravy, of course, referred to the whiskey and cigars they all enjoyed en route. In the q&a, someone asked if there were still problems with the proverbial gravy train. Tutu replied that it wasn't a problem anymore, now they all just had their own jets. Which is to say that what happened with the election of the ANC in 1994, the first free elections, a population-proportional representation was elected. But that meant that people were, and are still, elected based on affirmative action and not on merit. The leaders do not know how to lead, they are still operating out of a tribal-based mentality in which prestige is measured in blig- (oh, wait, maybe this is too familiar), so tax money is fundamentally misunderstood to be personal money and spent on such things as -private jets. Moreover, affirmative action measures effectively closed down trade schools because qualified teachers could no longer be hired beyond a certain quota. Education in general suffered mightily- the quality plummeted so steeply that students wishing to enroll in med school were so fundamentally ill-prepared for the coursework that they would fail out. which in turn meant that capable students found that school an undesirable name, and turned aside. Affirmative action has also ensured that small businesses is stymied because beyond a ten(?) employee limit, one must be population-proportional regardless of skills sought (or languages mutually understood, etc.) These are observations through one filter.

Me, Claude, and Noah


Another set of stories from the same visit focused on trying to set up a small fishing business in Mozambique. Claude relayed for us the wearying quantity of bribe money needed to get the proper permits to run a fish boat, as well as a insider's communique of the creepy clarity of Saudi Arabia's systematic anti-western education of the young and impoverished. In a related thread, I enjoyed the conversation of an american gentleman who spent some of his school-years in Saudi Arabia, and he told me of the conniving ways he and his brother experienced when they had won an engineering competition of building a toothpick(?) bridge capable of standing under so many tens of pounds. the next day their names on the placard were replaced by their rivals... he contends that the Saudis will squeeze every penny out of their oil fields regardless of the resources' destructiveness for the next fifty years and fight tooth and nail for power.

intermission for photo of me and Noah battling the skalliwags in their pool-


I digress, but here the thread returns- my seatmate on the plane was a Jewish businessman from Johannesburg (with these lovely shiny shoes...). We also were talking about resources, Africa being so rich in them, and his contention, if I read it right, is that although focused reparations may indeed be a good idea, the general attitude in the African interior is one of "tomorrow, I will do it. or maybe next week. perhaps next year". he happens to find the relaxed life highly attractive and dreams of retiring into it. My question to him was about climate reparations: If the "developed world" financially helped the developing world essentially jump into a whole other kind of sustainable infrastructure, could that particular form of reparation be well-received and effectively implemented? He did not hazard a guess. We talked about the enormous sums it would entail. We agreed that enormous sums are being spent on war. We spoke about valuable work in the world, leadership, ethics, and where revolutions begin (coffeeshops). I wondered how much worse it could get before it gets better, and he reassured me that there will be a second coming. By their calculation, I'll be dead by then (250ish years from now)- too bad, I'm sure it will be exciting.

Meanwhile, uptown: Pop and I were on a mission in wine country and ended up in a cellar.sorry you have to turn your head sideways
That wall is a beautiful wooden relief of three monks tasting their wine.

and then kidnapped to Franschhoek Valley where some of the most exclusive wineries are, but on the way, ran into a fire
goodbye with photos of the ocean at Tsitsikamma Park well east of Cape Town- I've never seen Pop's jaw drop before, but it did as we first spied this drama

Sunday, January 3, 2010

kirstenbosch gardens

they are teasing me for disappearing into my cabin for so long to write this, but I have to share just a bit more, for I'm not sure when next it will be easy- I had a wonderful birthday- Sam and I hiked up Table Mountain, wandered around up top, and flew down again, landing in a garden. that's a view from lunch, and below, an idea of what it's like on top of this very unusual mountain- long, skinny, and flat on top, plants all dry and spikey, white rocks, hot wind- reservoirs stained tea- brown with the tannins of so much plant life.
and then we pass from such a craggy tumble to the highly manicured gardens of Kirstenbosch.
this is a place dedicated to indigenous plants of the wide variety of bioregions of South Africa, and it was so peaceful to me when I returned the next day- (on my birthday, I was just too wobbly-tired and trying to keep up with the long-legged Kiwi)
Gina, these photos are for you- you'd have an ecstatic fit in here
I spent the day drawing and writing.

we have also been meeting up with family friends from Florida- the son of which journeyed on the first Argo with Jason as they made their way around the world so many years ago. Claude met his wife Julie on that trip and is now the father of two sweet lively kids, and building a new ship for their next life- long adventures- Pop and i had a lovely long lunch visit with them in their home overlooking Hout Bay.. and we've had other social engagements that have taken the potter with the perpetually shredded nails and dirty mind nineteen floors up to one of the most posh places in town to taste the wine that tempers the tongue and eat the delicacies flown in that morning from who knows what corner of the planet. Before the steel domes over the plates were simultaneously wisked off, I saw my reflection- David de Rothschild came up in conversation- I'm not sure how, but I jumped- he's one of my favorite people, and I immediately saw a way to inject words like "climate change" and "desperate poverty" into the afternoon. slip it in, with excitement, with hope---- dead on arrival.... sigh

holiday mayhem



Fair to say it's been a proper vacation when I've been doing instead of writing about it- we are lovely in the harbor, nestled in a corner along with other bigger boats of various descriptions- ratty rusty near-ocean fishboats, a two hundred foot chinease fishboat
, or at the moment, a norwegian research vessel. at the opposite side are the tugboats responsable for guiding the heavily loaded cargo ships that moor offshore. The tugs are the musclemen- below is a vid of one temporarily
stern to the dock as someone hops off or is collecting something from the office- we joke that even such a mass of machine can't move that concrete dock- they move with equal facility forwards backwards and any which way- they spin on a dime- Pop says its because they have their propellers in tube-shaped cages down below their center-point that can be pivoted in any direction, much like my wrist-joint, as i imagine. These ones are about ninety feet and we're guessing pack a few thousand horse-power. hot.
on the other side of the pier is a very large boat with an oddly-shaped bow and stern, designed for laying ocean cable.
We rest against a floating dock with a constantly creaking ramp. the dock itself was a favorite of the harbor seals until we bipeds invaded the territory. A standoff was described to us as we arrived: the big male (bob) and his harem were pushed to one end of it and a temporary barricade was constructed: turf. Bob was displeased with the arrangement and moved his coterie after a while, now smaller males compete for the right to lay in the shade and be pestered by chinese sailors shouting HELLO!HELLO!HELLO! at them. I sometimes wake to their honking and snorting. Then there are the various beeps and blasts of ships coming in, going out, going in reverse, the pirate ship tour that looks like it would be more stable upsidedown, the harbor tour boats who point us out, the deep bass of tugs, the distant wail of singing from the marine festival (I think I've heard sweet home alabama seventeen times now), planes, helicopters, police cars... it's never quiet and like living in a city, it all blends in after time. The harbor, though polluted, is far from empty of marine life. Of course there are the hordes of screeching seagulls that sound like something from Hitchcock. Flocks of hook-beaked cormorants swoop down in search of the occasional school of little fish that get trapped in here. Other schools may be chased by dolphins ripping under the surface, and corralled at the other side by the seals that swim in such playful spirals. We've even seen a sunfish on multiple occasions, one of those strange beasts that looks like a boney disk with a dorsal and lower fin- like a fish that got it's rear half bitten off. When the wind picks up, the waves move from gently tapping at the steel drum of the stern to actively smacking it, the rigging begins to rythmically bang against the resonating tube of the masts, whisting around the shrouds and lifting the sunshade tarps into sails until we roll them up again.

New Year's Eve was a night such as this, tending to the tension on the dock lines, delaying the enjoyment of the champagne, anticipating fireworks under the blue moon, which turned into ducking flares set off upwind by some passing jokers. Pop and I are here for the month as the captain and crew take their vacation time on various schedules. Fortunately, we are joined the entire time by the second mate, Sam, and when they were all satisfied that they'd secured the boat to a safe level, he and I ran off in search of parties. It's an unexpected treat to have an occasional partying companion, but after that night and last night, I am beginning to think that perhaps I need a guide for the urban safari as well as the wilderness one. Pop and I muse on the veneer of civility that covers the modern human animal. Partying sometimes brings this into stark relief- we ended up at someone's house in a rich neighborhood, strewn with liquor bottles and fashionable people. His comment was that it reminded him of high school and we left as soon as his question had been answered.

But they celebrate new year's twice around here! the second of the year is the day when historically, the slaves had their one day off. They took to walking through the streets in a procession of minstrels, banners, song and dance. Today it is organized into brass bands, a raucous surging energy that taps the African love of rythmn and dance. Each group is in their own polyester suits, from the older men to the little kids, and the colors are out of control- Often the little kids came along first, perhaps with a full feathered hat and baton, and dancing, always dancing- faces and bald heads painted in swirls and ribbons, then the full band, always playing something with great surging rhythm, and then a huge group behind them of people waving parasols. Invariably there were the stragglers- still dancing, blowing whistles, waving arms- frequently I got goose-bumps as their song blew into it's full volume and everyone erupted into movement. Especially in amongst the others were a few young people who were specially designated at dancers- those who roused the crowd with running flips, wild gestures, flapping tongues and wide eyes, a fay strip-tease style dancer, boys naturally moving as they would have centuries ago, now with rainbow mohawk wigs... and there were the ancestor-demons with rubber halloween masks and wooden axes that jumped up on the wire railings that kept the crowd on the sidewalk, frightening the kids as they pretended to steal their souls- the funniest moment occurred when a little boy ran away from one of these, into the arms of his mother who promptly, playfully, flicked off the demon. the little boy mimicked his mother and everyone burst out laughing...

Travel is always a mixed bag- it is bittersweet to me whose desires run deep- I wanted to follow the parade to where I knew they were going, move with them- these beats are the same as my canned electronica, but the energy was internal and palpable and not maintained by annoying laser noises and squealing women: the beats are the same as the plains indian sun dance, soaked in the spirit released by trance and ritual wounding. Something in me stirs when I am confronted by energy in this form, and I made a plan to rejoin the people that evening at the stadium when I learned they would be dancing all night. But I am in a foreign land and confirmation is not confirmation, and the veneer of civility is particularly thin in some places: I was a woman alone last night, wandering through places where white people are stabbed then robbed, and when I got the the party, it had moved- I was heartbroken. here I am in the center of the river, and even then I somehow get stuck on some rock- how? invariably i blame myself- what intuition is off? why does fate move in these ways? Pop quotes Einstein: "is the universe belevolent or malevolent?" if you accept the question to begin with, one can only accept what is as right and necessary. I lost the thread, so my imagination extends forward into evening- staid grandmothers shuffling with the littlest kids, portly fathers and their exhausted wives, girlfriends hanging on each other preening for the circles of boys in a metaphorical cockfight, their shiney band suits, elaborate metallic face paintings and clown wigs in various states of disarray, everyone and me dancing in the exuberance of the unvarnished spirit.


Kirstenbosch gardens-